Ugh, dance rehearsals are not going well. Matt is a real estate agent which means that he doesn't have weekends off so we have to rehearse around his crazy schedule. I'm pretty flexible, but I don't feel like we're getting enough rehearsal in. He is late for our afternoon rehearsal, and I'm feeling pressured as our time slips away. He's the contestant so it's his choice, but I don't want him to look like a fool on Wednesday because he didn't rehearse enough.

So I'm sitting here at the dance studio now with no one to rehearse with. Jenna and her partner, Mark, are here rehearsing so I was watching them for a few minutes. They look really good. So do Damon and Lauren. I think Lauren feels a lot of pressure though, since Josh won two years ago. She wants to be just as good.

I spent a few hours hanging out with Lauren yesterday. Molly and I went over and lounged with Lauren around the Anderson's pool. It wasn't that weird to be there... I guess it's because Josh has never lived there and I don't have any memories of him there. We had a nice time and the Anderson's new house is amazing. I told Mrs. Anderson that I miss seeing her and she told me I could visit anytime I want. It was nice, but I don't see myself driving a half hour to drop in on my ex-boyfriend's mother.

Oh well. Damon and Lauren are just starting and Damon is asking me to help him help Lauren with some of the female styling so I should go. At least I'll be making myself useful until Matt shows up.