I've been working on the dance competition. We start our performance next week. My partner is a real estate agent named Matt. He's a nice guy, although I'm not sure how far he'll go. Right now we're working on a Fox Trot. We're dancing to "Beyond The Sea" by Bobby Darin.

So a lot has happened since I last blogged. Molly and I went out to California. We had a good time. We saw Josh while we were in LA. I told him I wanted to move out there. He told me it wasn't a good idea. He said he's working so much that we wouldn't even see each other, and he doesn't think I should give up the opportunity to buy the dance studio. He's right. I see that now, but it really stung when he told me. I miss him.

It's getting easier. I feel like the cloud around me is starting to lift. I'm not sitting around feeling sorry for myself. I'm going out with friends, taking summer classes and dancing. Molly thinks I should start dating, but I'm taking things one day at a time. I've come to terms with the fact that Josh and I can't be together, but I'm not quite ready to jump back into the dating pool. I've decided I'm not going to go looking for love. If I meet the right guy I'll give him a chance, but otherwise, I'm okay with being on my own.