I'm not sure what I think of this season's DWTS. There is no one that I particularly love or anyone that I can't stand (although, Pamela Anderson and Kate Gossling could easily fill that role if they stick around for too long). I'm enjoying watching the pros but the celebs do nothing for me. I'm not usually an Edyta fan but she looks amazing this season and I've enjoyed her choreography. She looks so great on the dance floor that I completely forget to watch her partner...maybe that's why he's getting low scores! Like Melissa Joan Hart, I had high hopes for Shannen, but it's just not coming together for her. Mark was unable to help Melissa, but maybe he'll be able to help Shannen. It's great seeing Ashly back on the show. She's one of my favorites, but I'm sure she won't be around for long. I'm predicting that Kate and Buzz will get booted tonight. I mean, Kate wasn't even doing the steps. I understand not getting technique, but you have to do the steps. I just don't see how she goes through if she's being judged by her dancing.

So I had my first gymnastics training on Saturday. I wanted to learn flips, but Eric wanted me to start with basics. Yick. I want to skip ahead to the hard stuff. Then he lectured me on how if you're teaching someone to dance you start with the basics. He has a point, but I'm not trying to become a gymnast. I'm just trying to learn some new moves for my freestyle - which I am determined to make happen.

My dance lessons in New York have just taken me to a whole new level. My technique has improved, my posture has improved, my creativity in terms of choreography has improved. It's amazing how in just a few months I am achieving a higher level. It's so exciting to push harder and see results.

The only weird thing is that now when I go to New York I know that Josh is there. I feel like I'm looking for him every place I go. I try not to think about it but the more I try not to, the more I do. Part of me thinks I should call him and just get it over with. I know we're going to see each other at some point. In fact, with Easter coming, it could be sooner than later. I'm just not ready...