I am so cranky. I haven't slept, my arms hurt from the crutches, my ankle is still soar, and I'm falling behind on my reading because I'm so sleep deprived and distracted. Molly is driving me back to Aunt Lu's tomorrow. I have to go to the doctor for a check up on my ankle and then I'm going to spend the weekend sleeping and studying in the quiet of Aunt Lu's house. Exciting, right?

I'm feeling down right now with Valentine's Day coming up. I just wish I could get over Josh faster. I wish I could move on. I have Jeremy calling and wanting to see me but I can't stop thinking about Josh. Last Friday I had so much fun hanging out with Jeremy but when I got back to the dorm I broke down in tears because he's not Josh. Jeez, you'd think after all this time I'd be able to move on and put it all behind me. Tomorrow will be two months since the break up. Why am I still so hung up on him? I just want to get on with my life!

Well, the good news about Elise being asleep already is that it won't feel so weird crawling into bed in just a few minutes. I am so tired.