I got the job!!!!!!! I got the job at the swim club. I am the camp director!!! I'm so excited. Henry called to give me the good news! I just knew this was my year. I proved myself last summer and I know that working towards my lifeguard certification helped too. I'm hoping to have it by the time the semester is over. I've taken the class, now I just have to take the skills and written tests and get my CPR certification. I plan to have it all complete by the time school lets out so I'll be certified by summer and will be able to help out by the pool if I'm needed.

Of course, I don't know how I get anything done with both "American Idol" and "Dancing With The Stars" on at the same time. Really, all this TV is so time consuming. My favorite idols are Melinda, Blake and Haley. I know that Haley doesn't have a "big" voice, but I like the tone and quality of it and I think there's a place for her in the competition. On DWTS, I'm pushing for Joey. I'm an N'SYNC fan from their glory days and I just have to root Joey on. I think Apollo is also really good. And I'm jealous of his 18 year old professional partner, because I would love to be doing what she's doing right now!

I've noticed that since I've started talking to Josh again, that the number of hits to this page has increased. It makes me wonder if he's more interesting than I am... LOL... Unfortunately, there is nothing new to report about Josh. I haven't talked to him since Sunday - not that it's that long ago, but it feels long. I've been thinking about him. A LOT.

I know he wants me in his life again...but in what capacity? A girlfriend? Or just a friend? Because I don't think I can be just a friend. I mean, how do you go from knowing someone like they are part of you, to just kicking back with a cool drink after work? I don't see myself just hanging out and shooting the breeze with him. But, at the same time, I don't see myself without him in my life either. Maybe I'm getting ahead of myself...I should just relax and let things play out a little more.