It's another early morning here in Kauai. I just can't get myself on Hawaii time. I've been up for a few hours now.

I've been thinking about Josh a lot since yesterday. I can't believe how easy it was to talk to him. I thought I missed him like crazy, but now I suddenly miss him so much more. I have lot of great people in my life and I love them all but no one gets me the way Josh does. We're thousands of miles away and yet we connected like we haven't spent even a second apart.

I had finally let him go. I was ready to move on, and then suddenly he's come back into my life again. What does this mean? Do I continue to let him go? Or do I take it as a sign from the universe that he's supposed to be in my life?