The Grand Canyon was AMAZING! We got there around dinner time yesterday. We went to the Canyon because Lauren and Alex wanted to see it but they didn't want to get up early this morning for the sunrise. We walked around and took tons of pictures. We checked into our hotel and then found a bar that serves food. The place was a complete dive, but it was so much fun. They were playing country music, had pool tables and some of the greasiest food I've ever eaten. We ended up hanging out there all night.

Josh and I played pool against Lauren and Alex. We weren't the best pool players, but Lauren was amazing. It was weird...we have no idea how she got so good. She enjoyed it though...lots of trash talking and laughing at the rest of us while she got ball after ball in the pockets.

After a few rounds of pool Lauren and Alex were dancing and Josh and I were sitting together at a table. I thanked him for "for bringing me here." He laughed and said, "to a dive bar?" I said, "yes, to a dive bar and to the Grand Canyon. You're making a dream come true." He leaned over and said, "I'm glad I can still make your dreams come true." Then he kissed my cheek, took my hand and lead me out to dance. It was perfect.

This morning Josh and I got up supper early and head to the Grand Canyon. We found a spot and sat down together. It was on the cold side so Josh put his arm around me to warm me up. It worked.

We sat there together and watched as the sun rose up over the Canyon. The colors were spectacular. It was amazing, and being there with Josh made it all the more better. It was so romantic.

After the sun came up we walked around for a while and took more pictures. It was gorgeous. Josh asked me if it was worth it to miss a night in Las Vegas. I told him I'd pick the canyon over Vegas any day. In fact, I wish I could have stayed there forever. He agreed and told me he was glad we got some time to be alone together. He told me that he misses me and then he kissed me. That's when I really wished we could have stayed there forever.

I know we're not getting back together. Nothing has changed. He's living in LA now, and I'm in Pennsylvania...but I hope we can enjoy the rest of this weekend together. I just want to spend as much time with him as I can.