I've been listening to Carrie Underwood a lot lately. I was stuck on the song "You Won't Find This." It's kind of my song for Josh right now. But last night I was listening to her other songs and "Wasted" came on and it really got me thinking about the words: "I don't want to spend my life jaded, waiting to wake up one day and find that I let all these years go by wasted." Or "I don't want to keep on wishing, missing the still of the morning the color of the night." It made me realize that I can't let any more time go wasted. I'm supposed to be having fun right now. It's my senior year...my last year before I have to grow up. I want it to be fun and light and carefree. I don't want to spend it sitting around feeling bad about Josh, wishing he were here and moping because he's not.

I talked to Nat last night and she agreed to go to Boston with me for Halloween. I called Mark to let him know that I was coming but bringing a friend. He seemed cool with it. Maybe his intentions are really just platonic. Nevertheless, we'll have a great time I'm sure. :)

Tonight is my second solo teaching experience. I'm excited. We're going to follow the Waltz with the Fox Trot. I think it's a good progression. I have my Fox Trot playlist all ready to go!