Ugh...three hour lab starts in 40 minutes. I'm so unmotivated to go. I definitely have senioritis. I want to spend my time at the dance studio. I guess I'm just ready to get on with my life. I just keep reminding myself that it's one more year and then I'll have my degree and my very own dance studio.

Mark keeps emailing me and asking if I'm going to visit for Halloween. I don't know what to tell him. I want to go, but I don't want him to think I'm going up there because I want something romantic to happen between us. I'm so torn. I hold back because deep in my heart I'm hoping that somehow, someway, I'll be with Josh. But then reality sets in and I remind myself that it's time to move one...and what better way to move on than with handsome, charming Mark? And then I think that Mark is better than a rebound guy. So I'm completely confused! Still, I would love to go up to Boston. I've never been there and the idea of going to Salem for Halloween sounds really cool. What to do? What to do?

Oh my gosh... I completely forgot to mention that I went out to dinner last night with Linds and she told me she's dating Henry!!!! I'm so excited. I've seen the potential there for years! They always seemed like they would make the perfect couple if only the timing were right. I guess the timing is right! I am so happy for her. I hope this works out. I really, really, really want to her to have romance and happiness in her life. She so deserves it.

I'm going to be signing up to get my instructor certification for zumba. Zumba is a form of aerobic exercise that uses a lot of steps from the latin dances. I thought it would be a cool thing to add to my resume...maybe even bring zumba to the dance studio!