My dance class went so well last night! I'm really excited. I have five couples and a woman who dragged her brother there (I think she won a bet, but he seemed like a good sport). We did the Waltz last night. I like to start with the Waltz because I think it's a good foundation for the other dances. Everyone seemed like they were having a good time. It definitely helped me feel better about things.

Today is my day off. On Tuesdays I have a three hour lab and an evening class so I didn't schedule any classes on the Tuesday/Thursday schedule. I'm probably going to spend Thursdays at the dance studio shadowing Mona so that I get more experience, but today I'm hanging out at home. I'm still pretty tired from the trip to Vegas. There wasn't a whole lot of sleeping going on there. We were up all night almost every night. I guess the song is accurate...Vegas turns night into daytime!

Yesterday I posted on facebook that I had the song "You Won't Find This" by Carrie Underwood stuck in my head. Josh must have looked up the lyrics because he sent me a message that said, "There's no confusion here. I know you're my once in a lifetime. J." Ugh...it takes all of my self-control not to drive up to Newark and hop on the first plane to Los Angeles. And then I think, he's always some place else. How can I settle for that? What is worse? Settling for second best, or settling for a once-in-a-lifetime-love that I only get to see on occasion?