I had a great day at the dance studio. I got there early and took a yoga class. I spent the rest of the morning helping Mona with various things. We went to lunch at Angelo's and talked about the business. She wants me to run the holiday show this year. Its a big undertaking but I feel like I'm up for it.

After lunch we went back to the studio. Jenna was there so I talked to her for awhile. I'm at Aunt Lu's now. I'm going to stay here tonight, have dinner with Aunt Lu, Uncle Bill, Aunt Linda, Brett and Lindsay.

I haven't heard from Josh since last weekend, but I did get a voice mail from Lauren. She kind of let me have it. She doesn't understand. It's okay. I can see where she's coming from. She doesn't want to see her brother hurt. I don't want to see her brother hurt. I love him. That hasn't changed, but we can't be together. I hope that in time Lauren will understand. I have to protect myself. It was time to let go...really let go. Because I realize that I've talked a good talk, but I've never really let go until Saturday.