Josh doesn’t want to dance in the competition without me so we are going to leave the competition tonight. I am really upset about it. I wanted him to continue on. I wanted him to keep dancing. We found another dancer to dance with him and she was willing to have me there for rehearsals and to give input on choreography but Josh refused.

He told me, “I didn’t enter this competition to win, I entered to dance with you. If I’m not dancing with you, I’m not dancing at all.” Sweet right? So why I am so mad?

I am just so mad. He explained to me that it would be weird to dance with someone else, and he thought I would feel weird watching him. He said that we wouldn’t really be spending time together because we’d always have a third person with us.

I am so angry and sad and disappointed right now.