Last night was the Halloween Bonfire. It was a fun night. Josh and Alex pulled out the guitars and sang a few songs. They did “Ain’t Nothing ‘Bout You” - a song that Josh once dedicated to me. He also sang a song called “Come A Little Closer” by Dierks Bentley. I have to admit that sitting across the fire from him and listening to him sing that song kind of made me want to go jump into his arms.

After the singing was over, I went and sat down next to him. I told him I liked the songs and we sat there talking, and then we realized that we were the only ones left. I told him about the Grey’s Anatomy episode and he looked at me like “why is she talking about this?” and I explained how it made me realize that I can’t remember the last time we kissed. He was quiet for a minute and then he took my hand and said, “I can’t remember either. I do remember the first time we kissed though.” I laughed and asked him “which first time?” He laughed too and said, “all of them.”

Then he went on to say that our real first kiss is definitely high on his list of best kisses. I interrupted him and said, “You mean it’s not the best?”

He told me that the best kiss was after we had a big fight by the pool. “You know, when you pushed me in the pool,” he said. I shook my head, “I did not push you in the pool!” He laughed, “you so pushed me in the pool!” (I don’t remember pushing him in the pool, but I just went back and read my blog entry from that day and I did push him in...oops!)

We couldn’t agree about whether I pushed him in the pool, but I did agree that it’s my #1 kiss too. We kind of just sat looking at each other for a minute. I could tell he was thinking something but he didn’t say. I asked him how many other girls have made his list of top kisses. He said, “No other girls. You’re the only one on that list.” He got quiet again and looked like he was trying to figure out what to do next.

Mr. Anderson walked out and said he wanted to put the fire out. Josh wanted to stick around and help his parents clean up so I left and I still don’t know what he was going to say.