Last night I got home from painting the set with Molly and found Aunt Lu having desert with Aunt Linda and Lindsay. I went into the kitchen and sat down with them and Aunt Lu told me that Josh had stopped by to see me and was going to come by again. I practically started to freak out. I wanted to call him but Aunt Linda told me to play it cool.

I probably should have kept my mouth shut because Lindsay was there and I know she doesn't like me going after Josh, but I kept going on and on about him.

About twenty minutes after I got home Josh came back over and asked me if I wanted to go for a walk.

We walked through the neighborhood and he was telling me about how his mother is driving him nuts about moving to NY. She's freaked out about the terrorist warnings and wants him to stay in PA until the spring semester. She wants him to go to the community college. Josh isn't too happy with her because he really wants to go to NY, but he still doesn't have housing so he's not sure what's going to happen.

Part of me wants him to go because I know he'll be happy, but part of me wants him to stay because that will make me happy. Am I selfish or what?

We walked to a little playground which is about four blocks from home. We played on the swings and then we just sat on the swings talking for awhile. He grabbed the chain of my swing and pulled me close to him. I don't know why and I don't know what he was planning to do, but a police officer pulled up and told us that the park was closed and we couldn't stay there! Grrr...

Today was good. Molly helped with rehearsals all day. It was a huge help to have another person there to help supervise the kids. It's hard to baby sit and direct at the same time!

During the kids' lunch break I was sitting on a bench with Josh and one of the campers came over to us and was like, "Are you boyfriend and girlfriend?" I almost died of embarrassment but I think I handled it well. I just said, "Josh and I are friends." She kind of smirked at us and walked away. Josh just laughed it off so I guess I shouldn't worry about it.

That's all for now. I have to go back to the club tonight. Jill and I are closing. Fun, fun!