I skipped lunch today. I just didn't have it in me to go to lunch and sit there and complain about Josh or Kelly. I haven't taken any of Josh's calls since Monday. I'm just angry...and hurt. I told him how I felt about him spending so much time with her and he did it anyway. I just need a break.

Aunt Lu gave me a hard time last night. She said I'm being unfair by not calling him back. She said that if I need a break I should tell him. Maybe she's right...I don't know what to do. I love him. I don't want to lose him. I just know that I'd rather go on my own than be cast aside because he's chosen to go back to her.

I can't even think about it anymore. My head hurts. My stomach's in knots. I have to go to a student council meeting tonight so I won't be at the dance studio, which is a shame since that's the only thing that helps take my mind off things.