The weekend was fun. It was good to spend time with Josh and talk to him. We're not arguing any more, and now that we've talked I'm not worried about him going back to Kelly. I don't know...I just always thought she was the one that got away. You know, it's like he would always want her, but that's not the way it really is. He was like, "do you really think I'd still be best friends with Jason if she meant that much to me?" He makes a good point. And I know that he loves me. I just get scared of losing him some times.

Tomorrow is my Friday. It's a three day week at school and I'm so excited. I could use some down time. Molly and I are going out to dinner tomorrow night. We decided we need a girl's night. Thursday I am relaxing and being a complete bum. Friday night I'm going out for Lauren's birthday. The Andersons are throwing her a sweet sixteen party next weekend since they didn't want to conflict with Easter. The week after that is the prom.

You know, it's funny reading back on all that was going on two years ago around this time. I was just getting to be friends with Josh. Then last year at this time we were just beginning to be more than friends. Now here we are boyfriend and girlfriend. If you had asked me at the very beginning I never would have believed it. I just feel so lucky to have someone in my life that really gets me and cares about me. I just hope that next year at this time we'll still be together.