Just got back to my room. It's miserable out there and I have to go back out for rehearsal. I talked to Josh last night and I'm feeling worse than the Republicans this morning.

I told him I don't like him hanging out with Laura. He told me that he doesn't like me hanging out with Jordan. We just were going around in circles. I told him if he has such a problem with me dancing with Jordan that he should just not come to the competition on Saturday.

Now I feel horrible. I want him there! I don't know what to do. I can't call him. The whole thing is just so messed up and out of hand.