I go back to the dorms tomorrow. Classes start on Monday. I was looking forward to getting back into the swing of things but I got a call from Amanda Wednesday night that has me dreading my return to the dorms. She's decided she wants to live at home instead of in the dorms. She told me that the bickering between Molly and Natalie was too much for her. I understand it. She should still be in high school so for her to have to deal with this right now is probably not what she was hoping for. She said she hopes we can still be friends. I told her that we would definitely be friends. I'm going to miss her terribly but I understand.

I'm just a little nervous about who is going to move in. I'm sure they will find a replacement for her which means I'll have to go through getting to know a new roommate all over again. I hope that whoever she is, she will be normal and not some nut case. I also hope she will be able to take whatever Nat and Mol can dish out.

It snowed here this morning. Mom said that it reminded her of why she was so eager to move to Florida. She told me that she used to get the winter blues as a kid in Pennsylvania. I asked her when she's going back and she looked at me like I was crazy. Apparently she's here to stay. I guess she's going to have to work out those winter blues.

I'm not sure how I feel about this. I love my mom but she owns a business in Florida. She should be there. All she's doing up here is sitting around Aunt Lu's house. Not much of a life. Plus, doesn't she need to be in Florida to get a divorce lawyer and take care of business?

Oh well, the good thing about all of this is that I haven't been obsessing about Josh quite as much. I'm so busy thinking about Amanda, Molly, Natalie and my mom that I haven't cried over Josh since Tuesday night. Maybe I'm making progress.

I talked to Jeremy last night. He wanted to see me this weekend but I told him I'd be busy getting settled back at school. Plus, I'm still trying to stay off the ankle. The doctor told me I should take it easy the next few weeks. I hope walking around campus won't be too much strain.

Well, that's all for now. I'm sure I'll have plenty to post once I'm back at school!