I know I haven't been posting much but the end of the semester has been kicking my butt. It's much harder than last semester (workload-wise - at least I'm not dealing with a break up).

I had a Josh dream last night. I think I'm moving on with my life and things are getting easier and then I have one of those dreams. What is it going to take to get this guy out of my system? In some ways it was better when I was angry with him, but now that I'm not angry, I'm just sad. I just keep reminding myself that it is getting better and that time, is truly, healing my wounds. It's just annoying when I dream about him because it feels like a set back. I wake up missing him and feeling all of those old feelings...so frustrating.

Well, I should get back to the books. Only a few more days and I'll be free for the summer!