Josh called me last night and asked if he could come down Wednesday night so that we can talk things out before we decide if we want to get back together. I'm really glad that he did that because I feel like things have to be worked out. I don't want things to just go back to the way they were before. I don't want to be miserable again. I was just finally starting to feel better about being without him.

Natalie says that I need to be more optimistic. She said that I have too much of a doom and gloom attitude and that things will turn out the way I expect them too. I say that it's easy for her to be happy. Things always work out for her...still, I guess she has a point. I should stop expecting the worst.

Natalie has been reading this blog. She's the only person in my circle of friends who knows about it - and I'll have to hurt her if she tells anyone about it (hint, hint, Nat, keep your mouth shut). Anyway, it's inspired her to start a blog. As soon as she gets it up and running I'll post the link.

That's all for now...