HE'S COMING HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just got off the phone with Josh and he's coming home for Thanksgiving! His mom was depressed about him not being here, and it turns out that he has to meet with the principle of the school that he will be student teaching at in the Spring so his mom bought him a ticket to come home!

I will finally be getting that relief that I've needed. I feel so much better. I can make it until the end of November but not until Christmas. Less than four weeks and he'll be home. I can't wait.

Now there is just one little hurdle to deal with. Well, two little hurdles: Mom and Dad. I am supposed to go to Florida over Thanksgiving to visit them. But I'm sure when I explain it to them they will understand. I mean, the love of my life has been gone for months and he's coming home. I want to see him!

This morning I was feeling kind of down because I had a dream about Josh last night and I was so happy and then I woke up. It made me miss him so much more. But now I know he's going to be home for a few days and my spirits are up. I just can't wait for him to be here where I am. I can't wait for us to be breathing the same air, and experiencing the same time of day, and looking at each other when we talk. And I won't need AT&T to reach out and touch him because he will be here. I am so excited!

I just can't believe it. I can't believe that he will be home - even if it's only for a few days. He will be here. Finally. He will be here. I have to get my act together now. I want to buy some new clothes and get my hair cut so that I look perfect when he returns. I want everything to be perfect.