I'm still annoyed about Keith. I know that I shouldn't let it get to me but it does. I thought that Josh was cheating on me Laura last year. My heart was completely broken, but my friends don't treat him like a jerk. I haven't said anything to Josh about Keith. I don't want to cause problems in their friendship.

Lauren emailed me today and asked me to go up to Connecticut this weekend. She wants to visit Alex. I haven't spoken with him yet so I don't know how he feels about this, but I have a sneaky feeling that if Lauren gets her way, Alex won't have a say in the matter. I'm not sure what to do. I'd like to go see Alex, but I don't want to cause any problems. Do I encourage this crush of Lauren's or do I tell her to move on? I know that Alex is in to her, but I also know that he won't date her. I thought he might change his mind, but now I'm convinced that he won't. He spent the summer with her and did nothing. She did everything she could on the camping trip to get his attention and still he did nothing. I think I have my answer. I should tell her I can't go. I don't want to set her up for heartache.

Well, I have to get ready for my Fox Trot lesson tonight. That's all for now!