I was upset last night about my fight with my father so I thought I'd watch Dancing With The Stars to cheer myself up. So much for that idea. I am so upset by the outcome of last night's result show. SABRINA got the boot? Something went terribly wrong! That girl can dance and the chemistry between her and Mark was amazing. They just let all the steam out of that show. It was the best season ever and now they've eliminated one of the top contenders. I'm sure Jane and Marie are nice people, but how are they still in the ballroom and Sabrina's not? I've lost all interest now. I just don't care. I loved tuning in and seeing what Sabrina and Mark would do each week. The rhumba they did was AMAZING. It just boggles my mind that they are no longer in the competition.



I talked to Josh earlier today and told him that my father insists that I go down to Florida. He said, "well, we'll still have Sunday night and Monday." Gee, he could be a little more disappointed! I'm crushed that I'm losing all of that precious time with him and he's all blasé about it! It's so irritating.

I know he loves me, but I think I love him more. And I'm sure he would argue with me about that but I'm pretty sure I'm right. I just wish he knew what it feels like to be the one who loves the most. Maybe then he wouldn't be so easy going about things.