Okay, hold on to your hats. I am about to confess something that I never thought I would admit. I am kind of enjoying the cool weather. I know - totally unlike my Southern self - but I guess I'm getting used to Pennsylvania seasons. And fall is so pretty here. The leaves are starting to change and that cool crisp air feels really good. I emailed Josh yesterday and told him this. He emailed me back, "Who are you? And what have you done with my girlfriend?" It was cute.

So New York was fun. Jen and I went out to dinner in Little Italy and then we hung out in her dorm room the rest of the night. This morning we ran into Keith - Mr. Congeniality. I'm not sure if he's ever really liked me, but today it was obvious that he's not my biggest fan. In the beginning he thought that Josh shouldn't be dating a high school girl, and then last year he thought I was cheating on Josh with Jordan. He's never really given me the benefit of the doubt.

Jen told me that Josh was miserable last year after we broke up, and Keith is just protective of him. I appreciate that Josh's friend cares about him, but I wish he'd be a little nicer.

Oh, and Jen told me that Keith thinks I won't let Josh drink! Where does he get this stuff? I have never told Josh what to do. Plus, I know a few girls bought him drinks at Angelo's this summer so I don't know what Keith is talking about. I really don't know why he thinks that. I have never told Josh not to drink. Josh knows how I feel about it, but I have never forced him to not drink, mostly he just doesn't do it.

Anyway, I refuse to sit around worrying about Keith. If he wants to hate me, he can hate me. I know that I didn't cheat on Josh and I know that I've never told him what to do. And Josh knows this too. Okay, seriously rant has to end now because I'm putting way too much energy into Keith and his stupidity!