I have such a headache. Today was a long day and I had a huge fight with both parents last night. They weren't so understanding about my need to stay in Pennsylvania over Thanksgiving. My mom actually wasn't that bad which was a surprise, but my father told me that I have to go to Florida for the weekend. I told him that I'm not going and he told me that as long as he's footing the bill for my college education and living expenses, I will do what he says.

I'm so aggravated! Since when does he care if I go down there to visit? I'll have to split my time between the two of them anyway so it's not like he gets to see me the whole time. Besides my father only notices if his friends Jack and Johnny (as in Daniels and Walker) aren't there. He usually doesn't pay attention to me anyway!

Why should I go down there and be miserable when the person I want to see is up here? I am so upset about this! I know that Josh will be here until the Tuesday after Thanksgiving and I'll be back on Sunday, but I want more time with him! I have waited so long. I have missed him so much! I don't want to wait. And I don't want to waste a single second.