Busy day at the dance studio. It's good though...keeping my mind off of things.

Last night I had dinner with Raj and Anisha. Anisha said that it's a shame to throw away years of history with Josh when I clearly still love him. She said I should call him, have a serious talk about the future, see what he says and then take a leap of faith.

That was my plan. All the way home I kept thinking about talking to him to see how we might work things out. Then Molly called and she gave me a completely different prospective. She thinks I've wasted enough time and that I need to get over school girl fantasies. She said I'm going to be constantly disappointed if I continue to live in the past. She pointed out that I went back to the swim club this summer and made Josh dance in the All Star number so that I could relive 2007. She thinks I need to let it go and get on with my life. She said, "You can't relive the past. Just appreciate it for what it was and move on so that you can be happy again."

So who is right? I'm so confused now. Do I call Josh up and take a leap or faith? Or do I move on?

Okay, new topic. I had some contractors out to look at the apartments above the studio and it is definitely do-able to renovate them and stay within my budget. Alex wants to rent the other one. I'm going to ask Lindsay if she wants to move in to the second bedroom in my apartment. I'd like to have a roommate and she wants to get out of her parents' house. I think it could work out really well.

One more day to go and I'll be the owner of the dance studio!!!!!