I spent most of the day at Natalie's. We sat around watching TV and eating cookies. It's a good thing I have dancing to help me burn calories because I've been eating non-stop. There are just so many different types of cookies and each one is equally good. It's so hard to behave myself...

My day at the beach was kind of a bummer. It felt so good being there but I kept thinking about how Josh was with me the last time I was there. And I was thinking about Thanksgiving a few years ago when we first went there together. It was before the relationship had started and everything seemed so new and full of possibilities. It's hard to think about it being over. :(

Aunt Lu gets here today. My mom and I are going to drive up to the airport to pick her up. We are going to stop in Sarasota for dinner on the way home. It will be so nice to see her. At least this time I won't be crying at the dinner table. I'm still upset but I'm handling things better. It's mostly at night that I start to think about him, during the day I do pretty well.

I guess that's all for now. I need to wrap some presents and get myself presentable for dinner.