He's leaving.

Keith's roommate is leaving school and is subleasing his room to Josh. So Josh is moving to New York.

I know I should be happy for him. I know it's what he has wanted so badly. But my heart is broken. What am I going to do without Josh?

I knew this was coming. I could just feel it or sense it somehow. I knew I was going to loose him and now I that it's true. He's moving on Sunday. Less than a week.

We were so close. So close to becoming something real and now, before that has even had a chance to happen, he's leaving. It's not fair. It's so not fair.