Things have been all around weird lately. I went over to the Anderson's house last night because Alex and I were going out to dinner. I was standing in the kitchen talking to Mrs. Anderson. She told me that her nephew is coming to stay with them for the rest of the summer and was trying to figure out where she was going to put him. Alex walked in and suggested he move to my house! Mrs. Anderson just laughed it off and told him not to be silly, and that she would work it out.

I wasn't so quick to let it go. The minute we got in the car I was asking him why he wanted to move out of the Anderson's house. He got all weird about it and wouldn't answer me. I told him that he can't just invite himself to move into my house (or rather Aunt Lu's house!) without talking to me first!

That's the story with Alex. The other weirdness is coming from Molly. She's been mad at me since things with Patrick didn't work out. She thinks I shouldn't have gotten involved with him. She's right and I've told her that, but she's still mad. The weird thing is that Patrick and I are still talking. He's not mad or holding a grudge - so why should she?

Everyone else gets it. Amanda told me I should be with the one I love. Natalie said "the heart wants what the heart wants." Aunt Lu told me I shouldn't have to fight so hard to want someone (Patrick) and fight so hard not to want someone (Josh). They all get it. So why is Molly so angry at me? Why does she care so much about who I love?

I should get going. Josh and I are rehearsing this afternoon. Last night was his last show of "West Side Story" so I'm hoping that he will be completely focused on the dance competition.