I'm staying in Pennsylvania tonight. Lauren asked me if I wanted to go out with her tonight, and I figured it wouldn't hurt to stay in my room so that Aunt Lu has a visual reminder that it is my room. I am not giving up this room without a fight! It's my room!

Anyway, I went over to the Anderson's after work this morning to see Lauren. I talked to Mrs. Anderson for a while. She's flying over to England next week to see Josh. She said they are going to Paris while she's there. I am so jealous. It took every bit of self-control that I had not to beg her to take me with her. I just want to see Josh. I want to see those eyes of his...those eyes that no camera can do justice. Looking at a picture of him just isn't the same. I want to see him in person!

Okay, pity party over, but being at his house made me miss him more. Lauren was playing the piano when I got there and as I walked up to the door my heart actually fluttered because I'm so used to hearing Josh play. I have almost gotten through a month. I just has to remind myself that I'm 3/4 of the way there. Only 3 more months to go.

I have some things planned for the next few weekends to keep myself busy. Next weekend is our annual camping trip. Alex is driving down for it and Lindsay and Terry are driving out from State College. The weekend after that I'm going to stay with Jen in New York. Jen said that as much as she loves Sean, she needs some girl time so we're going to shop and go out to lunch. Girly stuff. :)

I just hope that I'm not completely missing Josh. The camping trip is usually his thing and being in New York without him will be weird. Ugh...3 months is feeling longer than it did 2 paragraphs ago.

I'm going to stop moping now. I am supposed to meet Henry at Starbucks to catch up with him this afternoon. I'm also going to work on convincing him to do the camping thing next weekend. Henry is very...5 star hotel...so we'll see if I persuade him to rough it!