Last December the girls took me to see a psychic. I wrote all about it.

I was just reading over it and I was shocked at how on target she was! She said that someone I love would leave the country for a while!!! She also said that geography would play a role in keeping me from my soul mate. How accurate is that? Weird.

I'm tired again today. I had another night of restless sleep. I do okay with the missing Josh stuff during the day but at night it kills me. I just lye there thinking about him. I know it could be worse. I could be completely without him. We could be broken up. Or he could be someplace dangerous. I'm just afraid that I'm going to be on edge until the day his plane lands in Newark and he's home again.

I admit that I've checked out flights to London for Thanksgiving. I found a few for less than $500. Not bad but I know I can't go. It's a long flight for just a few days and I've already committed to going to Florida for Thanksgiving. I guess I'll just have to figure out a way to get to December without completely losing it!