The act last night went suprisinly well. There were a few slip ups on my part but I covered well and the audience didn't even notice. We got a standing ovation started by Josh!

After the show Molly met me back stage and told me that the group of guys sitting behind her kept saying how hot I am! I could care less about them, but I love the fact that Josh heard them say it. Molly said his eyes were glued to me the whole time I was on stage.

We met up with Josh, Lauren, Jennifer, Terry, Lindsay and Alex and we decided to go out for pizza. When I saw Josh he smiled at me and said, "All I can say is 'wow.'" They all told me I did a great job but I liked that Josh was so impressed.

As we were walking out of the school, two guys stopped me and asked for my autograph - in case I'm famous someday! It was cute but I'm not going to be famous.

Anyway, we went out for pizza. There were some people from school there and some guy said hi to me as we went in. I made a joke about becoming popular over night and Josh told me that every guy in the auditorium was drooling over me. I wonder if that includes him?

So before we left the waitress comes over with a big ice cream sundae for me. Weird since I didn't order it. She told me it was from a group of guys. I looked over and saw a few guys from the swim team. (I almost joined the girl's team so I kind of know the swimmers.) I took the sundae over to their table and sat with them for a few minutes. I think it kind of bothered Josh. Serves him right for leaving and breaking my heart.

Anway, that wraps up last night. Now I have to give myself a pep talk for tonight. I'm not looking forward to saying good-bye to the love of my life. The idea of waking up tomorrow and knowing that he'll be on his way out of town is so sad.