Alex invited me to go bowling last night after work. It was fun to catch up. It's been so long since Alex and I got to hang out. We went to Starbucks afterwards and ran into Josh and Tanya there. I was shocked to see Josh out and about the same day he had his wisdom teeth out. I figured he'd be home resting. You wouldn't have even known that he had had oral surgery. It's so annoying. How can someone be so perfect all of the time?

The thing is that I'm actually glad things weren't that bad for Josh. I think I'm just frustrated because he was out with Tanya. I need to get over this. This is not what I want to be focused on. I do not want to be thinking about Josh.

Patrick stopped by the swim club this afternoon while I was working and brought me lunch. It was so sweet and I realized that I should be putting my energy into making things work with him. We had such a good time getting to know each other on our road trip and I was absolutely crazy about him. I just let myself start thinking about Josh again and I can't let that continue. Anyway, I'm going to go out with Patrick Friday night. I think we're going to have dinner and then go to a movie or something.

Well, that's all for now.