I got conned into going down to Molly's beach house this weekend. She and Josh convinced me that there would be plenty of time to rehearse. I hope they are right. We did have a good day. We worked all day on our Cha Cha. Lucky for me, Josh remembers most of the choreography for the East Coast Swing so we don't have to put too much time into that.

Things between us are still up in the air. I don't know what's going on. I wish he would say something...anything! I just can't stand not knowing. The summer is coming to a quick end and then he'll be gone! I just need to know. I need us to iron this thing out before he goes. I mean, what if he leaves before things happen between us? What happens when he comes back? Do we start back at square one? Has this whole summer of us getting closer been for nothing? What if he gets to England and meets someone else? I hate all the "what ifs." I need to know where things stand.

Well, no time to fret over that now. I have to pack for the weekend. I'm leaving in 20 minutes!