Tonight is the big night - my date with Josh. I can't believe it's happening. Back in April I really thought that he and I were over for good. Things felt so weird back then. But now things seem so right. All the bad things are where they should be: in the past. We've worked through it and now there is just hope. Hope for what's to come. Hope for what could be.

The rest of my weekend was pretty good. After dinner with my mom on Friday, we went to Angelo's so that I could sing with the boys. She went home after I sang and I went out with my friends. Lindsay and Alex both left for school yesterday so Friday night was our last chance to hang out with them. We went midnight bowling.

Last night was our end of the summer party at the swim club. I was running around all day trying to get ready. It turned out well. Lots of food and fun. I actually got to spend more than a few minutes with Josh which was nice. We stuck together most of the night.

Today I spent the day with Molly driving things back and forth to our new home in New Jersey. Natalie is so excited for us to move in. I think she's lonely there by herself. It won't be long now. Classes start up again on the 5th. I can't believe summer is over so fast. My last day at the swim club is on Wednesday and then I head down to Molly's beach house for the weekend. Then I have one more week with Josh before he leaves. I don't want to think about that right now. I want to live in denial a little longer.

Well, I should get ready for my big date!