Tonight is the big night. Please, please, please send me good vibes!!!!! I want that trophy!

I spent all day at the dance studio with Josh going over our dances. I feel good about them, but I'm still nervous. Jen and J.D. are good. They could win this thing. I am just trying to stay positive. We have two things that they don't: 1) Undeniable chemistry and 2) Josh's stage presence is like none other.

My father sent a big bouquet of roses to the dance studio for me today. I was shocked. This is the same man that missed most of my childhood recitals, and here he is, all the way from Florida to see me and sending me flowers on top of that! And he was pleasant and sober last night at dinner. It was a nice change. I actually enjoyed spending time with him.

At the swim club they put up a big banner that says, "Congratulations, Jennifer and Josh - You're Both Winners In Our Book!" It was really nice. It's so cool to have so many people excited about dancing and supporting us. It has been a wild ride this summer with ups and downs but I wouldn't trade it for the world.

Josh wrote me the sweetest note. I won't transcribe the whole thing, but the last line is worth typing out: "If Jennifer walks away with the trophy tonight, I will still be a winner as long as I walk away with you." OMG!!!! I called him after I read it and told him that he'll be walking away with both the trophy and me! :)

Well, that's all for now. I have a lot to do in the next few hours. I have to get all of my costumes together, get my hair and makeup done and be back at the studio by 5:00.

Please send us good vibes!!!!