I'm sitting out on Molly's roof deck enjoying a nice day at the beach. Yesterday was hectic with packing and moving. Last night Josh, Nat, Jason, Amanda and I went out for dinner at the Macaroni Grill to unwind. It was fun and a nice way to start off our weekend.

This morning we got up and drove down to Molly's beach house. It's a packed house. Jennifer, Alex (he's driving down from Connecticut tonight), Lauren, Amanda, Natalie, Kelly, Jason, Lindsay, Terry (Linds & Ter are driving out from State College this afternoon), Tom, Adam, Adam's girlfriend, me and Josh are all here, plus Henry is coming down on Sunday. I'm still trying to figure out where everyone is going to sleep. All I know is that I've claimed my bed for the weekend!

Once Alex, Linday and Terry get here we're going to go out to dinner. I think we might drive over to the boardwalk later. I love to play ski ball and eat boardwalk junk food. It's one of the great things about the Jersey shore. I figure I deserve some ice cream and cotton candy. I was so good during that dance competition because I didn't want to drag my energy down with junk food. So now it's time to make up for it. :)

We are going to have my birthday dinner on Sunday night so that Henry can help celebrate. I'm looking forward to it but I'm trying to enjoy every moment of this weekend, because once it's over reality sets in. It's back to school. It's good-bye to Josh.

We still haven't talked about that. He's tried a time or two but I just can't talk about it yet. I want to live in denial a little bit longer. Is that too much to ask? I hate the thought of him leaving...especially now that things between us are so blissfully good...