I ate dinner last night and went to sleep. I was completely wiped out. Unfortunately I woke up at midnight wide awake, so I signed onto IM. I saw that Josh was logged on and I was debating whether to IM him or not when he sent me a message that said, “answer your phone.” I looked at the phone and sure enough it rang.

He told me that he had stopped by earlier in the day to talk to my mom. I guess whatever he said to her is what turned her around. I tried to get details out of him but all he said was that he assured her that he wouldn’t push me or try to take advantage of me.

By the end of the conversation I understood why my mother had turned around. I went from being grumpy at the beginning of the conversation to feeling much better after talking to him. He has that effect on people.

Today I went into work and just sat around all day. No one was there because of the rain so all of the employees hung out in the snack bar. Josh had his guitar and played our rainy day song, “I Love A Rainy Night.” At the beginning of the summer it was on while we were hanging out in the snack bar on a rainy day and we made it our rainy day theme.

Tonight my mom, Aunt Lu, Lindsay, Aunt Linda and I are going out for a girls’ night. I wish I were more enthusiastic but I’m still upset with my mom. I feel like there’s more to all of this that I don’t know about. I mean, she flew up here supposedly because she was worried about me and Josh, but then she suddenly is okay with everything. It doesn’t make sense. I’m still worried that she wants me to go back to Florida. I can’t let that happen.