I got to leave work early today. It’s been overcast and rainy the past two days so there wasn’t much going on there. I thought this would be a good time to catch up on blogging.

Friday night was the bachelorette auction. I was nervous about it. I kept thinking that no one would bid for me but I actually had three bidders: Duncan, some random guy I’ve never met, and…Josh. And guess who won? Josh.

I had mixed feelings about it. Part of me thought he was just sleep deprived and didn’t know what he was doing. Another part of me was afraid that this would just stir up more disappointment. And the other part of me was thrilled that he still wanted me despite me breaking up with him.

When the auction was over I went over to him. He told me that Lauren had told him what I had told her…about how I didn’t like being one of many girls. He asked why I thought he was dating other girls. Then he was like, “There are no other girls. Nicole, I moved home this summer to be with you.” I responded with, “No, you moved home to be with your friends.” Then he as like, “No, I moved home to be with you.”

I couldn’t really say anything. I felt like such an idiot for assuming that because other girls wanted him, he would want them back. Especially since he’s never given me reason to think he’d lie or mess around behind my back. So after an agonizing moment of realization I apologized. And I think we’re back together but I’m not completely sure. All I know is that we have a date on the dinner cruise this Saturday night.

After our talk, he left to go home and sleep since it had been almost 40 hours since he’d last slept. Molly and I went out afterwards. On Saturday Josh was still “out sick” due to his head injury and I didn’t see him until Sunday. He was put on desk duty in the office so I got to spend some time with him at work on Sunday. I don’t think he did much work. All of the little kids kept coming in to see him and see how his head was doing. It was kind of cute.

So this weekend is going to be eventful. The camp staff talent show is on Friday night. Jennifer and I are singing two duets: “Emotions” (Destiny’s Child/Bee Gees) and “To Love Somebody” (Bee Gees). Saturday night is the dinner cruise.

Well, that’s all for now. I’m going to take Aunt Lu to the grocery store. She’s still moving really slow from her hip injury. More later!