Back in January I wrote about how this Greg guy (I was mistaken, his name is actually Craig) wrote "Lauren Loves Brett" on her notebook. Well, Brett is a cute senior that all the girls like. He broke up with his girlfriend and needed a date to the prom. He remembered Lauren from that incident and asked her to go with him! As you can imagine Lauren is going crazy. She's only a freshman so getting a date with Brett is a big deal.

Now I'm the only one who doesn't have a date for the prom. Molly keeps pressuring me to ask Josh but it's not going to happen. I'm trying to get over him (failing miserably, I know, I know...) and I think that asking him to the prom would be counterproductive.

I just don't understand why it's taking me so long to move on. I thought that time would help me get over him. I never thought I'd be so slow at letting him go. I just didn't think I'd ever want someone's love so much. It's so hard to let go and move on.

It's even harder right now because I know that in two days he'll walk back into my life for the weekend. I'll see that smile of his...and those eyes...and it will take all the strength I have not to throw myself at him. And I can't help but count down the seconds until he gets here and wish that he would come sooner and then never go away again.

How am I going to get him out of my system? There's got to be a way to get over him. Why can't I do it?

Okay, enough! Enough is enough! I can't sit here writing about my unrequited crush all day. I have to get to dress rehearsal for our show.