I found out from Lauren that she and her family are all going to Connecticut this weekend. It's her grandmother's birthday. Oops...I guess I was upset about nothing. Frankly, I have no right to be upset anyway. Josh is not mine. He's in New York and we're never going to be together. :(

Sorry, I'm still in a bad mood. It's just not fair. Out of all of the guys, why did the one that I want have to go away? Why can't I fall for someone available? Why can't I just be happy?

The show is coming along well. I've been having fun discovering different musics that I never listened to before. It's also been such a cool way to learn American history. I think our show is going to turn out fantastic. People will hear great music, see great dancing, and learn or relive American culture. I can't wait.