The weather is misleading for anyone sitting inside. It's so sunny out - it looks beautiful - but it's so cold! I can't wait to get on that plane to Florida. It's only for a few days but I can't wait to be where it's warm. I miss the hot sun so much!

Molly and I are deciding what to do with Nancy. Do we confront her about her lie? Or do we let Josh confront her next time she calls him? Molly is certain he'll say something to her and thinks it's better if we pretend we don't know anything about it. That way she'll be blind-sided when he asks her about it. The only problem with that is that I don't get the pleasure of seeing her squirm. Of course, she will be humiliated in front of Josh so that is a plus.

Lindsay and Tom are going to the prom together. That means I'm the only one left without a date. That's by design of course. I did get two invitations but both were from guys I don't really know, and frankly, if I can't go with Josh, I don't want to go at all. I'm not going to spend another prom night wishing I were with him. I did that last year and I don't want to do it again. I just don't have the energy to spend lots of money on a dress and ticket so that I can have a miserable time. I can have a miserable time at home. Why bother gussying up and spending money when I can do it for free?

I guess I'm not doing very good at getting over Josh. I've been saying I'd get over him for months but I can't. I just can't get him out of my system. There's just something magical that happens whenever we're together. It keeps me hanging on to the hope that we'll be together. When we talked on Sunday there was something in his voice that made me want to hold on a little longer.

Molly thinks that I should get on with my life for now and then see what happens with Josh once summer comes along and he's home. It's good advice and I think I'll try to do that, but she's only giving me that advice because she wants me to go to the prom. Even if I do get on with my life, I'm not going to the prom. I just know it will be too hard and I don't want to put myself through it.