I just got home from Alex's house. We were rehearsing for the show in his basement. He has a huge house so there was plenty of room for dancing.

As I was getting out of the car at his house my cell phone rang. I was in a hurry so I didn't pick it up. But when I got inside I checked to see who called. Josh Anderson. He left me a message asking me to call him back.

I was so distracted at rehearsals it was ridiculous. I kept wondering why he called, what he wanted, etc. Even reciting the alphabet backwards didn't work.

Now that I'm home I can't stop thinking about him, but I don't want to call him back. I know it's weird but I just feel strange calling him. Grr... I'm going to go workout. That should get help me clear my head. I need to decide what I want. Do I want to be hanging on to him? Or do I want to get on with my life?