Tomorrow I'll be in NEW YORK!!!!!!!!!!! I can't believe it. It's really happening. Me in New York! :)

Last night I hung out with Lindsay, Rob, Jennifer and Tom. Rob is a really nice guy and I like him a lot - as a friend. Like I said before, there's no heat, no spark, nothing romantic whatsoever. I told Lindsay I'd think about going to the prom with him but I don't want to make any decisions yet. Right now I'm too excited about New York to think about the prom.

My dream last night didn't help either. I drempt that Josh and I were hanging out. Nothing really happened. He would just stand really close to me and touch my arm or my back. Sort of like real life but better. I woke up feeling like I had just seen him.

I know he was just here a few days ago but so much was going on that I felt like I couldn't concentrate on him. I know it sounds weird. We spent time together but I was so busy worrying about Aunt Lu or the show that I didn't feel like I was really in the moment. I'm hoping with all my heart that he'll be around this weekend so that I can see him. I just want to be in the same place as him, breathing the same air, experiencing the same sounds and scenery.

Well, I have to get back to packing. There's an internet cafe at the hotel so I'll be (so I hope) logging on to keep my blog up-to-date. :)